kiTxva:
mama giorgi, Tqven xSirad axsenebT cocxal _ dRes moqmed wmidanebs. mogviteveT,
magram dRevandel eklesiaSi am mcnebas, cota ar iyos, sxva TvaliT uyureben. erTma
sasuliero pirma isic Tqva: `sad naxeT wmidanebi da vin arian wmindanebi dReso?!..~
pasuxi: naxeT ra dReSia Cveni cnobiereba!... Tumca ra gasakviria,
sul ociode wlis win dedamiwis 1/6–ze adamianebs umtkicebdnen: `RmerTi ar arsebobso~.
im
sasuliero pirs hkiTxeT erTi: `eSmakebi
Tu arian da sad arian-Tqo?.~ Tu eSmakebi ar arian, maS visRa ebrZvis Cveni
eklesia?! Tu eSmakebi arian da isini aq arian, icodeT,
rom wmidanebic aq arian! RmerTs wmidanebi yovelTvis hyavda qveyanaze da
eyoleba, miuxedavad imisa, xedaven Tu ara maT codvebiT suldabnelebulebi!...
adamianebs, didi tanjvisa da vnebaTa daTrgunvis fasad, dResac ise, rogorc
Zvelad, sicocxleSive eZlevaT wmidanobis dasturi RmrTisagan, rogorc udidesi
jildo. wmida ioane
oqropiri ara Tu, aRiarebda dedamiwaze calkeuli wmidanebis yofnas, aramed,
naxeT, ras ambobda: `x a l x s Seadgenen w m i d a n e b i da ara brbo!~
ar
arsebobs adamianTa moRvaweobis arc erTi sfero, arc erTi fena, sadac wmidanebi
ar moqmedeben. erSi wmidanebis saidumlo moqmedeba Zalian didi da saintereso Temaa... dResdReobiT yvelafer amas, ubralod, ver gaigebT da
SeiZleba `yovlismcodne da Tavdajerebulma marTlmadidebelma~ –aTasgvari
mkrexeloba, mwvalebloba da xiblSi yofna
mogvaweros, amitom wmidanebi am saidumlos eris cnobierebis amaRlebasTan erTad
nel-nela gagvixsnian. ise imaT, vinc `Zalin bevri ician marTlmadideblobaze~,
minda wminda werilidan Sevaxseno: `rac ar gesmis, imiT mxolod gaoceba SegiZlia,
mis uaryofas ki nu gabedav!~. yvela n a m d v i l i mRvdeli wmidania... m R v d e l i,
romelic ar aris wmidani, ar aris WeSmariti mRvdeli!!!
wmidanebi,
ara marto samRvdelo an sabero dasSi moRvaweoben, aramed saidumlod moqmedeben
codvil adamianTa wreebSic maT gadasarCenad.
swored saidumlo wmidanebi ukvalaven gzas codvilebs eklesiaSi misasvlelad, xolo eklesiaSi
moqmedi wmidanebi ki amzadeben maT sasufevlisaTvis. adamianTa modgmaSi
wmidanebi arian is rCeuli RvTiskacebi, romlebmac ucdomlad ician samoTxisaken
mimavali gza. mxolod maT uwyian, rogor gaiyvanon wuTisoflis junglebidan
codvili adamianebi da aiyvanon caTa sasufevelSi. rogorc caze varskvlavebi
gansxvavdebian erTmaneTisagan zomisa da sikaSkaSis mixedviT, ise wmidanebic
gansxvavdebian Zalisa da suliwmindis niWis mixedviT. zogi wmidani suliwmidis
madlis matarebelia, zogi ufro didi, suliwmidis WurWelia... jerjerobiT mets ver
getyviT, arada, saTqmeli Zalian bevria... erTi icodeT, es codna yvelaze win
Cven, qarTvelebs gagvexsneba!...
hoo.. araa saintereso, didi vaJa
fSavela rogor esvena 20 weli uxrwnelad miwaSi?!...
erTxel erTi Tavxedi iyo amosuli, xalxs
velaparakebodi, sityva gamawyvetina da miTxra: `sad arian wmidanebio?.. da Tu
arian, ras gvemalebian? ratom ar gvexmarebiano?!~.
_ naxeT, ras mekiTxeboda?!.. mindoda mexeTqa
cxvirSi, radgan mas wmidanebi ki ar ainteresebda, armed borotis ZaliT CemTan dava
undoda!...
qriste RmerTi CamobrZanda, xalxSi dadioda.
rava, daimala Tu? ar Tqva vin iyo Tu?! ar gamoavlina, RmerTi rom iyo.?! aTasobiT
mSieri gaaZRo. micvalebulebi aRadgina, xeibrebi da brmebi gankurna. ra
sikeTeebi ar Caidina. rava miiRes?!.. igive xalxma ar acva jvars?! Tu imas ityviT, uriebis sinodma ver icno
qristeo?... maT icnes qriste, magram mainc jvars acves!.. ver miiRes ki ara, ar
miiRes, radgan qriste RmerTma uTxra maT: `Tqven
mamaTqvenis saqmes akeTebT. mamaTqveni eSmak arso~. dRes ggoniaT bevri
ver xedavs wmidanebs?! xedaven da ar undaT. bevri ki marTlac ver xedavs, isic
Tavisi codvebis gamo.
wmidanebi
moqmedeben da aRasruleben RmerTis davalebebs da moqmedeben RvTisgan dadgenili
normebiT. Sen rom ver xedav, gana
wmidanis bralia?!.. amaT undaT, saswaulebiT daumtkicon wmidanebma!...Qqriste
RmerTi ki brZanebs: `boroti modgma eZebs
saswauls, magram ar miecema, garda ionas saswaulisa.~ saswauli wmidanisaTvis
Cveulebrivi ramaa, magram aq saqme imaSia, ra Sedegi eqneba mas codvilze,
waadgeba mis suls, Tu codvas ufro daumZimebs. saswaulic ver moaqcevs zogierTebs. wmidanebma ician es da Cveulebriv
cxovroben xalxSi. rava, icnes wmidani, iTxoves daxmareba da wmindani ganudga?
ar daexmara? ase ar xdeba...
yoveldRe
aTasobiT saswauli aResruleba, magram ara im formiT, rogorc codvil da gulborot
xalxs ainteresebs, radgan maTi es interesi borotisganaa. mze yvelas erTnairad
anaTebs da aTbobs, magram Sen Tu ver grZnob, es arc mzis bralia da arc imas
niSnavs, rom mze ar arsebobs! Sen RmerTi
ar gainteresebs da ginda wmidani ixilo da dagexmaros?. wmidanebs RmerTi uyvarT,
maTTvis RmerTia yvelaferi. wmidani
rwmenis moSurnea. Sen ki RmerTis arc erT mcnebasa da Segonebas ar asruleb.
siZulviliT, garyvnilebiT, avazakurad cxovrob da kide pretenzia gaqvs
daxmarebisa?!.. daxmareba ar aris, rom RmerTi kidev amdens giTmens da dros
gaZlevs moqcevisaTvis?!.. kaci kacs ar hgavs, qali _ qals!.. aRarc adaTi,
aRarc zrdiloba. qali ufrosobs, iviwyebs samSoblos, rjuls, ojaxs, saxels, namuss
da yvelafers!... eSmakis WurWlebad qceulan da kidev utifrad iTxoven: `sad arian
da rad ar gvexmarebian wmidanebio?~
_ vai, Tqve glaxebo! male naxavT, wmidanebi
rom arian da mere rogorebi!..
wmidanebi marto keTilebi ki ar arian, aramed
sastikebic. wmidanebs mxolod gankurneba ki ar SeuZliaT, senis Seyrac ZaluZT. wmidanebs mxolod nugeSiscema ki ar SeuZliaT,
SiSis zariscemac ZaluZT. wmidanebi marto mSvidobismyofelni rodi arian. isini
uZleveli da daundobeli meomrebic arian. Tqven Tqveni avadmyofuri da codviT
dabnelebuli gonebiT, warmosaxul wmidanebs eZebT. aseTebi namdvilebi ar arian!
Tqven iseT wmindanebs eZebT, rom Wkua iqiT daarigoT da aswavloT. egeTebi
RmerTis wmidanebi ar arian. Tqven iseTi
wmidanebi gWirdebaT, rom Tqveni garyvnileba, usamarTloba, samSoblosa da
eklesiis Ralati, RvTis gmoba, Zarcva, qurdoba da kidev bevri ram
unaneblad-Zmakacurad gepatioT. Tqven Tqveni sulis wmidanebs eZebT
gadarCenisaTvis, magram aseTebs gadarCena ar uweriaT. radgan antiqristesi
arian. vinc RmerTisgan aris da RmerTi uyvars, ixilavs RmerTs da mis wmidanebs.
axla saavadmyofoSi rom wevs da Tveebi ver gamova iqidan, kidev ikiTxavs, arian
Tu ara wmidanebio?!... da kidev Tu ver moego gons, tanjvas tanjvaze daumateben…
is wmidanebi, romlebic mas Turme emalebodnen!..
saSiSi da sastikia RmerTi
TavxedebisTvis.! Tqven ki nu geSiniaT, Tqven RmerTis moyvare xalxi xarT.
ucodvelebi ara xarT, magram... (icinis), RmerTi ganaxebT borotebis
tanjvas da vaebas.
